Cold!

       I’m cold and I’m tired and I’m tired of being cold. I have been cold all summer. This house is just cold. But now that the weather has turned absolutely, unseasonably frigid, it is much worse. The snow has come a month early. My mother keeps the heat low. Once in a while, but rarely, I ask her to turn it up a bit, but I really have no right to. She is paying for it. It’s just getting to me - always being cold. And eating salads - it was fine this summer but when you are cold - cold all the time - cold food is not what you want. But my mom does not spend much on food and I don’t want to ask her to buy anything that she normally doesn’t buy. It sucks being dependent on somebody else. It totally sucks!

      Well, I guess you figured out by now that I am not in the best mood. I haven’t been getting enough sleep lately and I’m always cold, did I mention that? ( I still have a sense of humor.) Today the guy came to buy the scaffolding I have for sale and offered me $100.00. I’m asking $150.00. I paid $250.00. It is well worth $150.00. I told him no. The woman who has been interested in buying my mom’s house had an appointment to come by today to discuss it. I was getting things all ready by typing up the Buy / Sell Agreement while watching The Secret - feeling and imagining the house being sold and me happy, financially confident and warm, on to another Costa Rica adventure. She came by to ask my mother to finance the house, which my mother cannot do. I really thought we would have a sale by our chosen date, which is tomorrow. Well, you never know. It could happen.
    I’ve been doing everything right. I have been in appreciation of everything around me. I have not been negative, at all. I’ve looked at myself honestly and searched for any inner blocks that could be standing in the way of my prosperity. Now I’m just tired of trying. All I can say is that $5000.00 or not, I will be on the plane in twelve days. Then at least I won’t be cold.